New Years Day...

And I have yet to find the perfect New Year resolution. Every year it had always been something about the other person, and last year I had the most unfortunate New Years. Far from home, and feeling lonely, I don't remember what I wanted my New Years Reso. to be.. In fact, do we ever remember it in? Things get in the way, school gets stressful, work gets busy, friends die and friends give a change of heart and we just seem to fall into the schedule of losing ourselves a little more.

Tonight I want to make it about me, I want to have the house all to myself and share it with a friend, maybe Jacob, or maybe Tad. Tad invited me first, but I can't leave the house. I also.. I don't know, I want to spend it alone, honestly. But people tried to make plans, and the fact that anyone wants to chill with me on New Years makes me feel a little special inside.

I'll get back to you on my New Years Resolution. But in the mean time, how did you spend yours? ( Or will, anyway.)