Welcome to the Jungle, my friend.
Lately this darkness inside of me is beginning to spread. I can feel it in my tendons, with the twitch of a muscle. I can feel it when I get angry, I can feel it when myold habits go into play. I can feel it when I hold a drink in my hand. It's so difficult breaking a habit, it's hard to not just do whatever I want, and it makes me angry.
But it's my anchor. With this grip on reality I can feel that its controlled. But I feel like it's a matter of time, I feel like my darkness is going to blow up and it's going to cause me, the me that she needs, to just go into a shaking frenzy and then...
Lose everyone.
See ya, nig.
- Rage
