Through out the night I kept looking at Joe and realizing how much I missed being with him. I know I'm not going to wait for him, but I still wish he was mine. He brought something that I never had with Daniel, which was stability. A friend, Jason, professed his deep like for me and basically told me how he would want to be my stability, and how he would support me on the things that I needed to make a relationship work.
It got me thinking deeply. I don't know how to feel about this.