Bah. I hate wearing tight jeans that just came out of the wash because then you have to get them all loose again. So you look all awkward for the first couple of days, or if you're worried what other people think, the next week, and then you have to wash them again. What a terrible cycle.
Talked to the German kid for a little bit, he seems to be doing okay. He smiled at me in the hallway and we both waved and said hello. But he doesn't seem to interested in people, and that's fine. I'm not trying to make it my goal to be friends. I just know how it is to be the new kid, but I guess he's doing pretty fine.
Nutrition and Wellness is doing okay, this girl named Sky Blue Moon (First, Middle, Last) and I becoming friends. She's a hippie baby, can't you tell? Anyway, she's in two of my classes so far so I'm pretty stoked about having someone ( besides Scott) to talk to.
I kind of hate school because even though I know I'm not chubby, the unnaturally skinny girls at this school make me feel bigger than I actually am. I also feel like by the end of the day, I'm not who I want to be at that moment. I wear my hair down, put on jeans and a t-shirt.. When honestly I just want to throw my hair up in a bun, put on some Nike shorts and a band t-shirt and wear flip flops and say, " Hey, oh, let's go!"
I guess I only say that because the effect of the beautiful shower has worn off.
Anyway, I went into IB History to only figure out that my ass is going to be kicked, majorly. She said, " It's easy to tell when you do work with your friends, even if it's outside of the classroom. If you're caught cheating, in any way, you're getting kicked out." I mean, that's BASICALLY what she said. And then suddenly, the entire atmosphere changed in the room. It was no longer, " Who looks the smartest so I can get notes?" it was now more of, " If that bitch tries to get my notes I'll hand her the big N-O." I can see that this class is going to be the most difficult.
Psychology was extremely disappointing. I thought he would be a great speaker and we'd mainly do lectures. But he seems really kiddish, almost a crowd pleaser. I feel awkward in that class, and that was supposed to be the one class I felt the most comfortable in. I think that'll be the only class that I'll be really quiet in, when I'm actually a really nice social butterfly. But I see that people are just different in that class, it's like a mixture of a stick up their ass and no interest whatsoever. Except for Rosie, she laughed at my joke. So she's an exception.
This morning, though.. Was really bad. Me and Christian were walking and we accidently ran into some underclassmen and she said, " You're excused." and I turned and said, " Sweetie that's not necessary." and she was like, " .. Ok." I can tell she disliked me, but I actually talked to her when she was still a freshmen.
I just wish people wouldn't get an attitude like that, it's highschool with thousands of people. You gotta shut your mouth with that kind of talk, it gets you absolutely nowhere.
